I know it's too soon to feel the effects of my meds but I don't feel anything. I haven't felt the highs and lows that I normally do. I can't get excited about anything. I can fake it but I don't feel it as I once did. I feel numb actually. I feel like I'm in slow mo and I don't care about anything. Is this what it's like to be "normal"?
I don't know. I just...blah