The fear is "We love you C but we feel we've done enough for you as is." When TJ was talking about it I felt real fear. It cut through my haze, which had been pretty strong, and hit the pit of my stomach. If I put this out to the two people that have done more for me than anyone in my life and they say no. What do I think that will do to me? Yes it will hurt but really...wait...Nicole took me in not knowing me from Adam.
You know they can only say no.